Shame on You!

Here we are trying whatever within our means to provide or make up for whatever is missing in your lives. And there you are seemingly trying everything you can to take away what little homey feeling there is left of this once happy place.


What are these, kids? Your grandma works her socks off every single day including weekends so that she can meet the never ending demands from the three of you. And this is what you greet her with each day she comes back from a 13 hour work day? Even a cat knows how to cover up it's own mess. Nai nai is turning 60 in less than 2 months. She is a cancer survivor. She is trying her best to be parents for a second time for the three of you. She is doing this almost alone. Before you start blaming the world again for everything that is happening, can you please pause for a while, touch your hearts and think? If you think the world has been unfair to you, just ask yourselves, have you been fair to nai nai, and to everyone who cares or has once cared about you.

Is this how you show gratitude? By breaking hearts over and over again? By treating the home we try to create as a dump? Literally breaking the things you had once ferociously demanded one after another? Bicycles, Hand-phones, guitar, fishing equipments, psps, Sofa and last night a flat screen tv nai nai bought so that the three of you can better enjoy the Xbox games and tv programs?

Ask yourself this; after each lie and broken promise, what punishment did you get? A new hand-phone, new bags, new shoes, nice home cooked meals and more allowances? And how did you kids show appreciation? By breaking more phones, chalking up monstrous bills, getting into more fights, smoking, sniffing glue, messing up the house, flunking examinations, yelling at us and doing whatever you can to break the balance we are trying to create?

Sigh~~~

I have probably just wasted 20 mins of my time writing this post. Nothing changes. Nothing ever does. The monsters are just too strong.

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Things have perhaps escalated out of hand. Instead of realising your mistakes and doing whatever time you should have done, you chose the cowardly path. Repercussion awaits. You will probably just push the blame again and blame us or anyone and everyone for allowing you to...

Somehow It is never our own fault.