Random

Was void of my endorphins fix the past two weeks... and lost a little of the "feel good factor" along with it i think. Have been feeling a lot less bright and alert too... Earthlings look at me and think i am stupid, silly and dumb cause maybe i do look stupid, silly and dumb at times, most of the time. Haha... But i know i am smart, pretty smart, too smart sometimes. If i am or have been dumb or a little dumber, i will be or would have been that little bit happier too... i think =/?

mm... the above gibberish came from absolutely no where. I simply clicked on "new post" and started stripping=P. The brain is a weird and very complex organ. It will be great if i can understand it better, a little better, some day.

Earthlings all around are gearing up to celebrate the end of the year, again. Why? *Shrugs my shoulder* I guess it's just a convenient time for event organisers to earn money and Earthlings' chance to have fun ba.

Had arranged for a "endorphins fix" tomorrow morning at sembawang but with the erratic weather of December, i will have to keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best ba...

X'mas in 2 days, New Year in 8 and CNY in almost a month. Three depressing holidays back to back, making it an extended period of gloom! haha... I am such a negative influence.

Annnnnnyways, no worries. I am no sadder than i was months, years back or this time last year. In fact i feel relatively happier, i think.

Let's just paddle on and see where it gets us ba. Someday the destination will be in sight. Meanwhile just lean back and enjoy the journey ba c",)

Row row row your boat gently down the STREAM, merrily merrily merrily.... lalalalalala

=X

Happy long weekend, Happy Holidays!

These are my companions for the next three days! lol.. shall start with Mr. Popper's Penguins =)

tata~